things i think about at work

Yesterday i dreaded going to work like i have never dreaded going to work before....and it was one of the best days ever! almost everything went wrong, but it all seemed so good. it was a day out of the mold, and it invigorated me for this week to come...which i have learned is only a 5 day week(not a 7 day week as i anticipated)....yipppe (thank you kim and jason for getting married on sat!!)


so, the place i work caters to weddings couples, and honeymoon couples, and engaged couples, and anniversary couples, and travelling couples, and....well just a whole lot of couples...which isnt a bad thing...in fact its rather nice. usually we have a middle aged crwod and i generally love our guests....but lately there have been cute boys around(shock and awe)....and THIS ISNT GOOD! in fact, ITS BAD! i cannot be oggling married men with wonderful wives and children on the way. Its just not right. so this is me wishing away the cute unavailable men. from now on i will not wish to see them at work. eye candy be damned.

I miss you all...can you believe its almost july already. holy smokes

anyway much love

Dreaming of exotic and far away places

I just finished reading the longest email in the history of emails. my friend marc has been travelling in asia, and he wrote a huge group email to fill everyone in on the trip. after reading about all his adventure, i find it hard to summon any memories of my own to write about.

Asia sounds like another world. cambodia and laios, thailand, korea and now hes on to china. why arent i travelling?
I find myself a little afraid. I hate to be the kind of travellor who sticks to the well groomed path, but i think im afraid of hitting the road alone in areas so different. so...for lack of a better word...foreign. Yet, i long for that adventure. i want to go somewhere where i couldnt even hope to find a mcdonalds. im too easily intimidated by the unknown and i long to change that. I will change that, in fact.

In other news my crazy work week is over. the dinner for the governor general went exceptionally well. and the begining part of that week, though hell...is now over. I had one day off after the gov. gen. thing and i took myself out for a fancy meal complete with cocktails. then i worked the last 4 days. now i have a full two days to recover, because next weekend i have a wedding.

much love to you all.

Dreams

I had two dreams last night about the first day of school. now they are both runnning into each other. i think the first one i dreamt i woke up from, and then had the first day of school. they were both crazy! but i was excited to see everyone, and i was despretly trying to seem normal in front of the first years.... and failing miserably by being the strangest person in the world!! Oh, and there was a lounge singer in a sequined suit hired for our first saytr meeting...which was hilarious. and there was a song and dance number about building sets....oh and there was an onsite dorm in the production room, but they were tiny and in with a bathroom so everyone had to go in there. At the end of this long skinny room were 4 sinks which were flooding because the water wouldnt stop going. so basically only the really desprete people had to stay there....although, ashley and spencer had a room in there, they were getting kicked out to make space for the newbies.

anyway..interesting? a bit odd, but it/they made me miss everyone like crazy. I get to sign up for classes today...maybe that had someting to do with why i had such bizarre dreams.

in other news...a week from today i will be cooking for the governer general and 42 other world dignitaries. needless to say, im getting a little nervous. Its going to be really interesting, so think of me next monday.

Today im going to go out to my work (as i forgot my purse there) head into town (40 minutes away from both my house and work...in different directions) do some shopping, pick up my brother , do some skecthing, go to a movie, and then pick up my other bro.

sorry for the boring post.....
much love to you all.

oh, and im officially putting this forward as my plee to have a seqined suited lounge singer perform at our first saytr meeting...brianna...youre the president, what says you?