oh my...this is all your fault

I cant believe i am doing this...i actually started one of these infernal bastard blogs (fantastic prom theme.) and now......what the fuck do i write? so intimidated by masterful bloggers i dont know what to do with myself! Alright folks, be kind to me, i am a first time blooger. This should be easy though...i enjoy so many kinds of random rambing (angry, sad, heartfelt, bored, confused, bla bla bla la de da)

After reading all of your likes i am tempted to do the same....argh ...im a sheep!!!! however, maybe, i will instead write out my hates

I HATE the sound of knuckles cracking(surprise), I hate waiting for something totally unaware of what that is, I hate the feeling that youve made a wrong choice and the world is passing you by, I hate anxiety more than anything and im so glad its no longer a daily companion. I will never play it down again, I hate lying in bed hoping for sleep to overtake you, knowing fullwell that you will not get a full nights sleep, I hate having to wear shoes, i hate socks with holes in them, I hate leaving places i adore, I hate knowing that everything will be alright but still feeling sick about it anyway, i hate the smell of laundry that wasnt dried right away, i hate eggnog, i hate sugar free ice cream (what a waste), I hate that i cant look at a menu the same way since going to culinary school, I hate how much tv i watch, i hate how bad at spelling i am, i hate-ed highschool, i hate losing touch with people i care about, i hate not having enough money to travel, i hate eating cartiledge(barf), I hate it when something/anything feels hopeless, I hate it when im scared (unless its in horror movies...especially bad ones), I hate that im a worrier and will make a terrible mother (always worried that my children are dead or mutilated), I hate that i am now considering having children at some point, i hate guinea pigs (what a waste of an animal God! stupid guinea pig noises!), I hate that i had to leave my dog at home, I hate knowing that its the best place for him, I hate that i am completely transparent, I hate that everytime i go to get my haircut its a good hair day, I hate that i dont go to church often enough, and i hate when i go to church and i realise WHY i dont go to church very often, I hate when i doubt my faith (but i love that i have doubted it...questioned it), I hate that i have so many unfinished projests, I hate going two years without getting on my skis, I hate when i dont get to talk to my parents every week, i hate being sick, i hate that i was embarrassed saying table for one( love getting used to saying it though...haha take that...not embarrased anymore), I hate being to scared to do worthwhile things, I hate having loved and lost( i dont know if i can agree with the stupid cliche), I hate that no one is quite him, i hate making out with random people because it makes me so aware of that, I hate skim milk, I hate letting amazing opportunities pass me by, I hate getting excited because a friend you havent heard from in so long has emailed you only to find its a stupid forward...and even worse if its a forward with a "message", I hate that i get suckered into stupid forwards, I hate when i realise i ve been an ass and didnt mean to, I hate that i rarely cook anymore, i hate cherry filled chocolates, i hate it when people dont try new food (this means you robin), i hate it when people are mean to people i care about, i hate when people i care about are mean to other people, I hate it when people are resigned, i hate that i gave up on my word of the day thing, I hate specious arguments, i hate going too long without an interesting debate/arguement, i hate people who think global warming is either a lie or inevitable, i hate that i cant afford a hybrd car, I hate that im a hypocrite, i hate job hunting, I hate that i have so many hates and these arent all of them

Anyway folks...sorry if that was a downer...i got started and i had to force myself to stop.