Love you guys

so, i was thinking of ending these two years with a blog about loves as i started it with a blogg of my hates.....but last night i got started and three pages later i still wasnt finished. so, instead i decided to finish up with one of the old what i love about you-all posts.....thus phone list in hand i begin from the top:

Alex Pangburn I love your ambition and your love of theatre. Its Rare and refreshing to meet someone who actually feels something. I love that you are sarcastic and witty. That you care about us all. I love that you let yourself get excited about things. Im super proud of you
Aleisha Kalina i Love your sense of humor and your love of music
Allen Engst I love your dependability and determination to do your best. You have tried your best to prove everyone wrong and that takes so much courage.
Ashley Browning I love your sunny disposition and that you undeniably yourself and undeniably unique
Azusa Zabana I love our chats over coffee and your revelations about life and love. i love that you go for the things you want in a way im so scared of doing
Bahiyyah Egeli I love that i never felt unwelcome around you. you were always smiling
Biff Bartlett I love your sense of reality and your passion for life. I love that you werent scared to drop what you didnt love and go for it
Brad Poulsen i love that you told me how nervous you get before going on stage and how that made it easier for me to be on stage. I love that you balance a job, wife and school and always with a sense of humor
Brianna Akins I love how you keep a grasp on reality never getting too stuck in the theatre reality to make you bitter. I love your sense of humor and your willingness to do anything.
candice jones i love how you are always smiling and laughing
Carerra Schroeder i love your cynical sense of humour and that you are brutally honest
Devin Whilhelmson I love your determination, how you work so hard on the things you love...this love and ambition will set you apart always
Eryn Yaromy I love that when you laugh you throw your head backwards in recklace abandon. I love that you are academicly driven and that you feel pride in the knowledge you have gained, never appologizing.
Frannie Reside I love your hardworking always smiling prsonality. love that you stick up for your friends in situations where others are putting them down. its truely honorable and refreshing.
Gabby Marquez I love your talk to anyone and everyone attitude, your love of life and your taste for adventure. You are a beautiful artist and i strive to be just a little like you. honored to meet you...oh..and i love your back massages...heaven!
James Smart I love your sense of honor and your determination to do right. you may be mocked for it, but dont let it go.
Jill Marsh I love your wit and your childlike enthusiasm i wish i retained some of it. I love your love of the simple things and your watchful thoughtful presence.
Jo Chivers I love your inteligence and your hard working self. I love your sweetness. people may seem to put you in other boxes, but never underestimate this side of yourself, it is honorable. it is beautiful.
Kaitlyn O'Neill I love your embrace of the things you love. I love your giggle.
Karley Wolfort I love the hidden side of yourself-your vulnerable side. I love that you put that past you and work your butt off. I love that you are the kind of person who can enjoy swings
Kaylee Norn. I love your sense of humour and your sense of yourself. I think it is one of the rarest and most beautiful things to find someone with that strong sense of self. it is envieable and it is admirable. i envy it and admire it.
Kelsey Brown I love your honest and hardworking, kick some ass personality. I love that you just dont give a shit...but you really do.
Kim Philips I love your embrace of people and places and your caring nature. I love how emotional you are and how passionate you are. I love that you are a true friend to those you consider friends and you enjoy the simple things in life...like dancing on an empty dance floor.
Kylan Bezaire I love that your gruff outer shell hides one of the most loving and sensitive people. I love that you let us past that gruff side so we see it. I love your ability to laugh and enjoy the simple things
Laura-Lee Poulsen i love your style. i love your smile and how hardworking you are. I love that you balance a job, husband, and school, and that you are one of the people to always offer a smile.
Lee Schwartz I love that you take your career seriously and that you love it.
Lisa Vesina I love your generousity. I love the pride you take in your work and i love that you let your laugh consume you.
Madeline Hunter I love that you are both sweet and vindictive. that you are passionate about history and dance. I love that you put so much of yourself in those things and that you put so much of yourself in your friendships.
Martha Ward I love your go get it attitude. Your lack of fear and your artistic spirit.
Melanie Bilodeau I love your laugh and your desire for change. I love that you are determined to use your love of theatre to change the world. i love how you work your butt off to be a good student, actress, mother, and citizen(of the world) and are always your beautiful self.
Nabil Boschman I love that you do what you want and are what you want to be. I love that you dont appologize for being religious.
Nathaniel Parry i love that you dance using martial arts moves. I love that you dance. I love that you embrace the things you are doing and working on.
Nikki Lock I love that you love so much. that you love the outdoors and embrace them. that you never seem to feel hard done by and you work your butt off. I love your joy and your quietness.
Pealanne Gray i love that even though i know very little about you i know you are sweet, hardworking and the kind of person that is nice to everyone.
Rich Smith I love that you have stayed out of the theatre craziness yet your hilarious anticts have been some of the most memorable parts of the year. I love your quiet yet always funny presence.
Robyn Cross I love your love of the written word and the ideas and characters which make up theatre. i love that you are always willing to help those of us less talented with words.
Spencer Sacht-Lund I love when i see the shy caring even a little scared spencer. I love talking food with you for hours and that you are the kind of person who loves food. I love that you share that love by cooking for so many of us. I love that you are interested in world affairs and that you embrace the religious side of yourself. I love when i see your loves. i love that you dont let my bitter side get to you, and you always help me laugh at myself. I love that you are honest with me.
Steph Ostler I love how you put so much of yourself into the day to day-Into your writing into your work into your friendships. I love your desire for adventure.
Tasia Scwarzre I love your soft side. I love your laugh. I love your love of music and your love of knowledge. I love that you never appologize for your inteligence.
Tommy Mairs I love that you love art. It makes me happeier than happy that you like talking about it and that i can let myself ramble about it. I love that you embrace the crazy moments in life and make an ass of yourself without ever making an ass of yourself.
Wendy Karpuik I love how determined you are. You are so talented and driven but never unapproachable and never arrogant. You make us all strive for something more.
Whitney Benson I love that you love the stage. That you love acting and that you put so much of yourself into it.
Zac Hasnaoui I love that you are blatantly yourself.
Rick I love that you are so weird. I love that you dont dance like you are appologizing. I love that you dance. i love that you never take to heart the things we make fun of you for. that you are always yourself. I love that you are up for adventures. I love that i canhave real conversations with you. that you care about real things. I love your willingness to try new things.
Tim Herron I love that your door was always open to hear my rants or rather my one rant spouted in different ways. I love that your teaching skill is accesable to everyone. I love that you make fun of us all in good fun. I love that you care about us and want us to suceed in our own ways
Leon Potter I love your way of telling stories, of enticing your audience. I love that you love theatre.
Eliza Gardiner I love that you try so much. That you think theatre can change the world and that you strive to be a part of it.
Ross Desprez I love that you are yourself and that you never shy away from being honest. I love that you work on theatre that you think makes a difference. I love that i leave the theatre program just a little bit better beacuse of the experiences your plays have provided me with.
Mike Taugher I love that you have been a supportive teacher these past two years. that you have given us experiences and direction to help us in the real world. I love that you laugh with and at us.

One week left

There is one week left of school! I am sure you are all aware of this. It is not meant to be an informative statement, but rather expressive of the anxiety which presents itself to me in this moment.
I have not yet finished my essay for theatre history. (It gets harder as the days pass) I have not yet made my tape for stagecraft. I have not yet searched for a job to entertain me once school is over. I have not yet made plans for the majority of my summer. I have not yet decided what i want to do next. I have not resigned myself to the goodbyes i will shortly have to make. In short, I am not ready. Last year at this time I was so ready! This year i am drifting. I think its partially because i am staying here until june and havent yet had to abandon my roots here. Part of me is in transition to leave and part of me is nesting...it is confusing even to me. I think a big part of this duality of mind is that fact that i want to move ON not backwards, and so whitehorse doesnt present itself as such a great option for the end of my semester. I want to move on but am sure of what that means now.

not that it is new for me to be indescive... an overwhelming majority of my emotional state is spent in this state of mind. Something for me to continue to work on.

I have applied to UVIC for the fall (art history) We will see.

Much love
Lisa