"I stepped out in a sunlit grove, Although deep down I wished it would rain"

And another afternoon in the library trying to avoid doing my homework. ive had a productive day thus far, full of laundry, cleaning, mailing and class.

I like raining days. i cleaned my house today listening to soft meloncholy melodic music. it makes me want to write cheesey poetry or stare out the window mournfully.. and sometimes i feel like doing that.

But now it is time to buckle down,(as my highschool english teacher was sooo fond of saying) and learn this art history stuff. I finally met up with jess...but im pretty sure her notes are useless,( i think i already have the ones she gave me...why the fuck did i think for one moment she was a good person to get notes from...my own stupid fault) so i will have to do research myself and figure it out. good thing i love it.

Kamloops:
good to see rae (we had some fun moments and a few good laughs)
good to see the ski hill(sun peaks-its cute and has a little ski villiage, and it makes me want to go skiing pretty despretly)
stayed in a nice place(a condo on the hill)
it had a hot tub
had a fun drunken evening( drank my contact lenses)
did some snowshoeing
too many hours on a bus
(crazy people on the bus are fun to laugh at secretly)
too many stupid people
(stupid people make you realse your love for not so stupid people and also makes you think...."if i dont actually like hanging out with certain people, then why do i?"

I love rae and it was good to see her but she is getting more and more bitter and more and more rude (to other people) and sometimes it makes it hard to be around her. she has caught herself in a continuous circle. she is bitter about the side effects of her own attitude. I think i am as well, and that means a slap in the face for me. snap out of it lisa. Life isnt crap!

love to you all....enjoy the meloncholy it is beautiful too

Lisa