Steps to letting go- "You know you'll get on well once you've started over again"

Progress. That should be yesterdays headline. In so many ways yesterday was and is progress.
*The play,for one, seemed to take a step forward for the better...and i enjoyed it.
*for the fourth day in a row, i got up early to exercise, and i didnt feel like dying afterwards.
* i had a conversation with christina after rehearsal which seemed to be steps of progress for both of us. never thought i wouldnt be over him by now. i feel like i have been in the same position for sooo long. in so many ways. I have been almost over him for so friggin long. I have been at the begining of my education for so long. i have been making up my mind for so long. i have been nearly happy for so long. I have been on the edge of so many things for so long and im sick of it. And though last night did serve to stir up all the old lonlieness and some of the old feelings, i felt like christina had finally moved on, and maybe thats what i was holding on to. and maybe, thats all i needed to let go.

I hope so

Norah Jones
Don't Miss You at All

As I sit and watch the snow
Fallin' down
I don't miss you at all
I hear children playin' laughin' so loud
I don't think of your smile

So if you never come to me

You'll stay a distant memory
Out my window I see light doing dark

Your dark eyes don't haunt me

And then I wonder who I am
Without the warm touch of your hand

And then I wonder who I am
Without the warm tough of your hand

As I sit and watch the snow
Fallin' down

I don't miss you at all
I don't miss you at all
I don't miss you at all